Stay

It’s Friday, friends, and around here that means a little relaxing, a little writing, and a bit of freedom. I’m joining with Lisa-Jo and my other writer-friends to write for just 5 minutes. There’s just a couple of rules:

  • Write for just five minutes,

  • no editing,

  • share the love with others who play.

Simple enough, yes?

The prompt this week is Stay.

Go–


I watch him stand at the edge of a field. He’s always on the edge of something, this one. He’s invincible most days, leaping and bounding through the house, down the driveway, across the yard or parking lot, or any open space for that matter. I’m always reigning him back in, always using the word “stay” when talking to him.

With motherhood it’s often said that the days are long but the years so short–and I’m finding this to be true.  Days exist in certain seasons, when the clock creeps slowly from sunrise to sunset but the week has long disappeared by the time I turn my neck to look. I don’t even know how that’s possible, and yet. But this boy, the middle one of my brood, second son, second to none, he goes and goes and goes.

I wonder about him, where he’ll go when the time comes. He’ll be the one who surprises me, I think. I’ve learned from watching enough people in my short life, not to make too many assumptions about which direction the roads of life will take them, despite where all the signs seem to point. God interrupts and we’re no more fit for predicting the future than a crazy-eight ball from the junk store.

He’ll go where the Lord urges Him–at least, that is my prayer. I spend my days mapping out his heart not his future career.

I’m constantly charting my way through new boy territory, a wild, rambunctious place where Mothers are queens and witches all at once, where roaring and stomping are common and sensitivities get buried under Transformer costumes, behind Storm Trooper masks.

I don’t know where he’ll go, I don’t know when or for what reason, or for how long or how far away. I only know he won’t stay. Not for long anyway.

Stop.

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  • http://twitter.com/kymk99 Yvonne Reynolds

    “He’ll go where the Lord urges him.” – Yep, that is my prayer for my children!

  • bonnie

    stay…my thoughts go to staying in a marriage that’s hard. I wanted to run so many times because it was hard, because my husband was too busy with his new business to love me, because he didn’t share my walk of faith, because I deserved more out of life….because, because, because…I tell you to stay because it’s what God wants…because He will grow you through the hard times and you will cling to Him and He will give you what you need…because He promises to never leave you and because He promises He will use you in your household, through your faith, to bring others to a believing faith…and that’s a promise you can hold onto…Stay. Don’t give in to Satan’s desire to destroy your marriage. Resist the temptations. Stay in Him. Abide in Him. Trust in His promises. Stay.

  • http://www.facebook.com/dylonsmomma Arlene Hopkins

    What a wonderful insight into the heart of a Mother and her son. I share the same thoughts about my own son. Prayers everyday for the sons and daughters and the Mother’s who love them<3

  • soulstops

    oh, Kris, your loving and wise mama heart…to map his heart and not his career…love that line…he is blessed to have a mama like you…truly…praying God continues to guide and protect him wherever he goes :)

  • lindseyfoj

    Your mama’s heart, so beautiful…so powerfully captured. So many lines I want to save…the compassion, the insight, the wisdom, the wrestling, I want to remember when I find myself in that place….

  • http://www.amylearns.com/ Amy Tilson

    Oh Kris, you were speaking straight into my heart toDAY. Yes, it is an all caps DAY. I’ve told myself several times today that this one here will either be running the country or in jail as an adult. It could clearly go either way at this point. :) You can’t possibly know the hope you’ve given thus weary momma on this day. Bless your heart- and not in that southern way- but deep down blessed.

  • http://youaremygirls.com/ Jennifer Camp

    Kris, oh, my I love little boys! I have two in a row, too, and your little guy here–he is adorable! I love this–and tears are threatening to spill over as I type this–the beauty and privilege of being a mother, of watching them grow and change and not knowing the outcome. . . but He does. . .And I love how you remind me here, that is enough.

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      Oh friend, then you get this. you do. So grateful for our Father who blesses us with these children who he then uses to refine us all. What grace! ):

  • http://simplystriving.wordpress.com/ Nikki

    Oh, I just want to give him a good squeeze!

    You were in my head again, friend. Just last night, my four year old reached the top cupboard and got his own snack armed only with his tippie toes (he usually pulls a stool over). Know what I did? cried of course.
    And my hubby let me and hugged me and whispered these very things into my ear.

    What an honor to have a front row seat in my son’s life. Watching them discover who made them and what He designed them to be…

    Love and hugs to you!

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      How I wish i were close enough to sit over for some tea and girl-talk. I know taht your little boy has the BEST Mom in the world for him, and I am so happy to hear you have ahusband who holds you when you cry over little growing boy-legs and all this messy motherhood stuff. I love you.

  • http://annieathome.com/ Annie Barnett

    Wow, Kris. What a beautiful, powerful post. I don’t have boys, but you’ve captured this mothering journey so powerfully in such a short post. Beautiful, friend.

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      Annie, I think the tension is universal to mothers, I know some girls with pretty adventurous spirits and strong wills who can challeneg the most spirited of boys any day! I am glad you understand my heart, and that I can share the rollercoaster ride of motherhood with you! Love to you, my friend.

  • http://www.facebook.com/karrilee.aggett Karrilee Aggett

    Wow! I love this… since I don’t have a boy – but an only girl… and I am in a different season, it speaks to me differently! I am torn in wanting her to stay (which she does!) and trying to stir her up to want to leave… to seek out adventure! The line “I spend my days mapping out his heart not his future career.” got me! We are elbow deep in scholarship apps and college brochures and it’s easy to lose track of what I am mapping out! Thanks for the reminder!

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      Karliee,
      Yes different seasons, same struggles. Praying the Lord would lead you as you all plan and make decisions together. Sending much love and prayers for your Mama heart ;)

  • StefanieYoungBrown

    Oh, from a mommy’s heart… Beautiful, Kris!

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      Thanks you, Stephanie! Praying you are full of joy abundant today!

      • StefanieYoungBrown

        Thank you and you’re welcome!!

  • http://twitter.com/SavedSister7 Wendy Douglas

    He’ll go where the Lord urges Him–at least, that is my prayer. I spend my days mapping out his heart not his future career.<—Love this. Your words touched deep into my momma heart today friend, Thank you so much for sharing. Love and hugs.

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      Happy and humbled to encourage you, Wendy. God is so good to me. Thank you for your sweet heart! You are a gem!

  • BethFerrell

    You are such a talented writer.

    I cannot imagine having a little boy. Little girls are so different, but I do understand how quickly the years pass. Too quickly!

    God bless you!
    Beth

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      Beth, your words are sweet grace to me. Thank you, friend, for how you encourage. And yes, girls are so different! I have two of those as well! ;) Bless you!!

  • Sarah

    Still amazed that you can do this in five minutes. My boy is only one year, but I’m sure all too soon I’ll be able to relate!

    Thanks for linking to your Love Letters post! I hadn’t seen it, and I just love the idea!

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      Ah, yes Sarah, you will know this well enough–you’re already in it! So glad you enjoyed the “love letter” post ;) That’s an old one!

      PS: I’m hard at work today! ;)

  • http://dailyrefined.blogspot.com/ Leigh Kay

    Tender words, tender truths. A perfect glimpse into what it’s like to see the blur of moments pass, but the beauty of all real treasure standing right in front of you. Experiencing the world anew and taking your perspective along for the ride. Love this read friend. :)

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      Thank you, Leigh Kay. You always brighten and encourage my heart. Praying your day would be joyful and full of Christ!

  • cmclaire

    Oh, how lovely.

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      ;) Blessings, kind friend.

  • Holly

    I have a boy that is the same. This line here: “Where Mothers are queens and witches all at once, where roaring and stomping are common and sensitivities get buried under Transformer costumes” –this is my life with my second born, too. I long ago gave up trying to confine him to some descriptive. He is who he is…and we are all the better for it. This post really resonated with me. You are not alone.

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      Holly, so thankful for friends who understand this mother of boy thing. Of course, having girls too, I am blessed to see the differences up close, of girls and boys and learning how to mother them all as individuals, and as a unit. Anyway, all this to say I am grateful for your encouragement and camaraderie here ;)

      I love the way you said this:

      “He is who he is…and we are all the better for it.”

      Beautiful!

  • Denise Oldham

    May you be sweetly blessed.

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      And you, Denise!

  • http://fruitinseason.blogspot.com Christine- Fruit in Season

    This is my favorite. Absolutely love this. You’ve captured perfectly the way we feel about our wild, unpredictable ones…

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      Oh Christine. Of all people, I know you get this. I am so thankful for you and your precious boys and the way our families have been able to connect and love. You remain one of my greatest gifts! XXOO

  • StephanieGlidden

    I have one similar to yours it sounds. They keep your heart beating fast throughout each day, but oh the silence when they are not around is deafening isn’t it? I love the term “mapping out their hearts”. I have to go and read that! Happy FMF!

    • http://alwaysalleluia.com/ Kris Camealy

      Stephanie, It’s a joy to find company in mothering these wild boy hearts! God has great purpose for these boys, I am fully confident in that! ;) Thanks for stopping by, my friend.