Cheap Joy

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We live delightfully close to one of the most amazing Zoo’s in the country. By the time we get parked and through the gates the children, positively wound like springs, burst down the path with leaps of energy and laughter. The weather accommodates, or perhaps encourages our moods, with the brilliance of sunshine and cool breezes. The sky wears brilliant azure with no clouds anywhere for miles.

I see the carousel and I think, this time, we might ride. We never do, but today, it just seems wrong not to.

It’s only $1 to ride. Even in this stumbling economy it’s easy to justify the expense of a few turns around on the carousel. Two of my four have never ridden one before.

I imagine to my littlest one, the horses look so monstrously huge. The ones baring their teeth for the run, slightly off-putting. But the colors, the lights, the music–it all draws them in, bees to honey, kids to candy, and many other cliches come to mind.

They saddle up and the slow start eases them in, the joy builds with the gaining momentum.

The slow bob of the racers, a heightened delight for the children. From where I sit I can’t see their faces, but I hear their squeals, and see their smiling postures.

Sometimes joy comes cheap, but builds a memory whose value lasts a lifetime. Can you really even measure the long term value of gifts that come easy? Aren’t the hard thanksgivings worth more? Maybe sometimes. But God knows we occasionally need a few easy thanksgivings tossed in amid the hard ones we pick away at, miners mining this rock for diamonds.

We’ve been practicing this Eucharisteo now for over a year. Life has been transformed. Some gifts, we’ve dug out, through filth and sorrow, we’ve grabbed hold with white-knuckles and held on fast. Others have tumbled out unexpectedly, right onto our toes, we live between the seasons of abundance, and famine.

Sometimes we forget that we can all afford joy.

 

The blur of light and color of this spinning carousel serve as a mirror to my days. We ride the turning wheel with our ups and downs and some days the horses appear scary, angry even–the lights and shadows blot out the beauty of the experience. We forget that this ride is beautiful.

We forget how to sit back and take it all in.

Children know how to live life. It’s the adults that often forget the thrill of simple pleasures. Kids know how to savour the licks from the bowl, how to play carefree in the yard.

These four provide me daily lessons on cheap joy. 

 

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Continuing on, beyond 1000 Gifts:
1068. A morning at the Zoo with friends
1069. Spring weather, the ugly storms that cut away to clear skies and warm temperatures
1070. Plans slowly unfolding
1071. Family
1072. New dresses
1073. Laughing with friends
1074. The grace of answered prayers
1075. Sunday dinner, evening play in the yard
1076. The hard waiting, time for prayer in uncertainty.
1077. Being able to trust you, Lord. Whatever you give is good
1078. Cheap joy ;)

 

Joining the community of friends and Ann in giving thanks for all things. Won’t you join in the praise?

 

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Teal

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“Beauty is there to be noticed. Too often it is taken for granted because we are moving too fast to let it in and allow it to deliver its message in us. We need to pay attention. To show indifference to beauty is an insult to its Creator.” (90) Luci Shaw Beauty And The Creative Impulse

 

She’s swirling blues and greens together with the tip of her brush. The excess water causes pigments to run and bleed into each other at the edges. One color takes on the hues of the other and they are no longer two colors, but one. One vibrant shade of peacock teal, a color I have grown to love in recent years. This color reminds me of my Grandmother, and of my own Mother, and if I lived within it’s borders, this rich blue-green would be home.

 

She gives up the paintbrush in favor of getting her fingers right in to it. Her finger tips will bare shadows of this vibrant shade for the next two days but I don’t stop her. I know what it is to want to rub hands directly onto the art, to pull the colors straight through to the tips of my fingers.

She puts her fingerprints all over the page.

I love the way she expresses what’s inside, on the outside.

Her peeked cheeks flush with the thrill of color filling the page, beauty created out of nothing. We were made for these things, this melding of colors, for the blue and green days– He shines through us, this magnificent Creator of color and when we streak it bright and messy on paper, we experience a fraction of the thrill of creating.

She paints like a wild Pollock protege, her entire body whirling in the chair, and I can’t stop thinking about the peacock-teals that filled that old gravel roofed house in  South Miami, the teal (Teal!) metal cabinets that I remember in the kitchen with the toille wallpaper- my baby’s swirling paint and I am back in time, in a kitchen with black flecked floors looking out over a half circle drive, shaded by old Oaks and spanish moss.

I’m lost, wandering the watery ways of my memory, one thought, one image, bleeds steady into the next until it’s all just a huddle of color.

She’s rubbing her fingers together, enjoying the feeling of slippery pigments as they seep into each crevasse and fold of her hands.  This is how we live life. This is our art.

We submerge our whole selves into these moments and we watch with fascination, as the colors bleed and mingle–

And a new color emerges.

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Vivid

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It’s frighteningly early here, four-thirty a.m. and cold. Thirteen degrees. Winter has catapulted herself in here at long last and she is baring her white teeth this morning, snow, and freezing rain in the forecast. Winter is not my favorite friend. She is cold, and I am most intolerant to her these days. Transitional seasons, those are my favorites, Fall, Spring… those are what make me happy.

But I know the need for the hard seasons, the long hot of summer and the bitter cold of winter too. I get it, I just don’t care for them.

Anyway.

It’s Friday. Thank the Lord, it is. And now it’s time to write for five minutes and not bother if it’s all just right. Write it, link-it, and encourage other brave souls who play along. Ready then?

The prompt this week, is Vivid.

GO.

Dreams wash over me throughout the night and they come in such vivid color and emotion sometimes, that I might wake myself with my own laughter, or my own tears. When they come happy, it is of course, more tolerable than when they burn in my mind dark and angry, or almost worse, confusing and ripe with symbolism. My dreams in sleep, and waking, are vivid. Always very strong and rich, which is both a blessing and a curse as I see it. I don’t know what it’s like to really live in between, in shadows and in muted tones.

Sometimes I think I’d prefer it.

But then, that isn’t my personality either. And that’s not how I view God. His love, His grace, bold and vivid as the sun. Burning white-hot in my life, illuminating hopes and starting fires of eagerness and passion to know Him better. The God I know is bold and fierce, His glory vivid and real in my own redeemed life.

And while the strength of it makes me weary sometimes, the dreams that come so obvious and blinding, so achingly difficult and scary, He is there always in the middle of it, in ways I cannot miss Him, His hands there…

STOP.

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