Afraid

Five Minute Friday Tree

Joining my friends and Lisa-Jo this morning for Five Minute Friday. If you’re new here (welcome!) the rules are simple: Write, don’t edit, link your post to her page, and then share the encouragement like wildfire. You can do that, I know you can. The prompt this week is, Afraid.

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It’s been a fight these last couple of weeks, and this week in particular. The energy behind this crazy dream swells and crests, and I’ve experienced every wild range of emotion, and not known what to do with myself at times.

I’ve stared down a mountain and been shaken up a few times in my efforts to just put one foot in front of the other–and at the root of it, I know it’s been fear. I’ve battled fear for what seems like forever, and this one step, this obedience has been the ultimate showdown, faith over fear, hope and faith holding hands and keeping back the demons of self-doubt and shame.

There is a moment for all of us, when He calls us out on the line, to walk the tightrope of trust. Even though we don’t see Him, His hand holds us steady. All we have to do is believe–like Peter, when for a moment he walked on top of the water. But fear got to him and immediately, it says, immediately, he sank. And Jesus asked him, “Why did you doubt?” 

That’s the question I’ve run into repeatedly this week, and God has asked it and answered it for me, by way of the blessings He has offered in return for my very weak faith. I’m still learning. Still overcoming through the strength of the Overcomer.

Tonight, I have peace, not fear, not dread, just peace. I know without a doubt, God will do what He set out to do.

I will walk on the water to Him, I will not look down–He will not fail me.

 

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Why We Can Praise In The Dark {A Redeemed Christmas Giveaway}

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Fear not, for I have redeemed you;
I have summoned you by name; you are mine. (Isaiah 43:1)


It’s rained for days here. Even when the heavens have held back their tears, the sun still remains hidden. What sky wouldn’t weep over a week in December such as this one?

The clouds pile on each other and the mud pools in the yard, there at the base of the hill. In the late afternoon, we gather around the wood stove, with the colored lights of the children’s tree twinkling in the background.

None of this homemade holiday carries enough wattage to brighten the darkened corners of the world, where suffering rages and parents bury babies, and territories are fought over for years without end.

The world looks awfully dark sometimes from my couch, with the latest headlines trickling steady across the screen. So much bad news. We watch and weep and pray.

More than anything, I just want to see Jesus here.

Now.

I’ve heard some say they can’t praise Him on black days, when the news spills one bloody story after the next, and while my head understands, my heart cries out praises–in spite of the bruising of grief. Because really, even as the clouds refuse to relent, it’s not how can we praise God in the dark, it’s more the question of how can we not?

Whatever the worst of the world, we have salvation–eternal life through our redeemer, Christ, who paid the price on our behalf. Whatever the horrors of the world, the price has already been paid.

 This is what your sovereign Lord says, your God who defends His people: “See, I have taken out of your hand, the cup that made you stagger; from that cup, the goblet of my wrath, you will never drink again”. (Isaiah 51:22)

We don’t praise Him because of who we are, we praise Him because of who He is. He commands that in all things we offer thanksgiving (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18).

Praise in the face of destruction comes from the deep pit of our weary souls. Whatever the blackness of night we’re staring into, He remains our light–the Redeemer who calls us by name.

There is no night so pitch-black that His light cannot illuminate. There is no pit so deep that our praise should not echo off the walls of the lowest canyons of life.

Bought with a price, He frees us from eternal separation. We are redeemed–set free. The terrors of this world cannot take that away. Governments topple, nations dissolve into chaos, poverty threatens to poison the hearts of it’s victims, children are murdered at the hands of the sick and demented, but in all this, Christ was, and is, and is to come.

Look to the rock from which you were cut, the quarry from which you were hewn;
The LORD will surely comfort Zion and look with compassion on all her ruins.(Isaiah 51:1,3)

I sit more than arms length from so many whose December unfolds under a dark shadow. For some there will be presents purchased but not exchanged. There will be laundry washed, only to be tucked into a drawer in a now empty bedroom. We can’t turn a corner without the reminder of the incredible ache of living in this broken world.

But.

Redemption has come. Freedom from eternal suffering has been given, paid in full for those who’d humbly receive.

Shout for joy, O heavens; rejoice O earth; burst into song, O mountains! For the Lord comforts His people and will have compassion on His afflicted ones. (Isaiah 49:13)

I will not forget you! See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands; (Isaiah 49:16)

{Giveaway Details}

Today, I’ve got one of these beautiful pillows from the DaySpring “Redeemed” collection to giveaway. To enter, simply answer this question below in the comments:
What does redemption look like in your life this Christmas season?
for additional entries:

{Be sure to leave a comment for each entry}
*Giveaway is open to US residents only (my apologies to my international readers). Giveaway closes Friday December 21st at midnight. Winner will be announced Saturday and will have 48 hours to respond before another is chosen.

*I received this product for the purpose of my review.

The Gift You Can Give For Free

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I started collecting them a year or so ago, when I got my first email from Ann after reading her book. I tucked her kind words into my journal because as a writer, words are currency to me, and in receiving the gift of hers, I felt rich.

As I began to step out a little further in obedience, writing publicly, more messages continued to come–slowly, not every day, but always just when I need them the most. You began to offer encouragement and friendship–with each kind word, my journal bulges with all that grace.

When I said I wasn’t going to blog in June, I fretted a little because I love this space, and I love hearing from you and I was afraid of the cobwebs gathering and the floors getting too dusty.

God knew all that and He specifically spoke to several of you, and the notes, they streamed in steady for a month–my heart- purse nearly burst with the wealth that flowed in.

An anxious heart weighs a man down, but a kind word cheers him up. Proverbs 12:25

You didn’t know my need. I didn’t voice it. I was ashamed to even admit it to Him.


But He knew and He whispered it to you and you served Him, by blessing me.

I don’t have words to really thank you for your kindness. “Thank You” feels too small.

Just know that you brought healing to my bones. (Proverbs 16:24) 

You were Christ to me.

Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God. Colossians 3:16

You amazed me again when I nervously offered up my first link-up last week, and you showed up there, your little thumb-nail faces at the end of that post. You are a gift, my friends. YOU. Your words spill out like gold across my screen–into my heart, and I weep with gratitude for how you live the gospel.

My joy runs deep, friends.

All my love.

Joining the community of friends and Ann in giving thanks for all things. Won’t you join in the praise?

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